feels

I am not sure why I feel
nor why I feel this way

nor where feeling comes from or goes to
who made feeling, was it someone who couldn't feel
and if he or she made feeling
how would he or she ever know what he or she has done.

the way I cry and hurt with love and hate. the difficulty to forgive, the temptation to try and become like something without feeling.

is it possible to be a someone without feeling, or only a something without feeling.

and if not who
then what made feeling, and did that thing ever feel. again, do you have to be a someone to feel.

how does that make me/you feel that some one/thing without feeling made you feel.